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I write about each year at the end of that year, what the year has given me.  In that sense 2013 was sometimes a lot of emotional chaos and sometimes very unusual than any kind of chaos.Until I was married I wrote about me, but now I can not imagine me without him. But for this post I would write just about me.
For me this year started on a very unstable note. I wasn't sure what was going to happen tomorrow. Will things turn out the way I want them be? I wasn't really positive about things turning out the way I wanted them to, and they really didn't turn out the way I wanted. I had to believe that there is something better in store for me. Only that thought could make me move.
The days got tougher. I got depressed every other day. Just the thought of the amount of work that needs to be done on each front made me depressed. But then they were days when I thought why was I even depressed? What wrong is happening? I laughed at myself and moved on. But then the cycle returned.